I am my own RESOLUTION!

res·o·lu·tion

ˌrezəˈlo͞oSH(ə)n/

noun

1. 1.

   a firm decision to do or not to do something.

   "she kept her resolution not to see Anne any more"

   synonyms:

   intention, resolve, decision, intent, aim, plan; More
2. 2.

   the action of solving a problem, dispute, or contentious matter.

   "the peaceful resolution of all disputes"

   synonyms:

   solution to, answer to, end to, ending to, settlement of, conclusion to "a satisfactory resolution of the problem"

I haven't written in many years. My life has changed so much since my last post. I am a mother of 2, and wife of 1. I am about to make some tremendous life changes. I am having the sleeve gastrectomy on 1/26!!

Tuesday Jan 5th, I have my Endoscopy. I had my manometry procedure a couple weeks ago (2 weeks ago today, in fact!). That was a crazy experience!!! My son is reading what I am typing right now, and as with anyone who reads over my shoulder, this makes me type slower!!

This life changing experience has me feeling all sorts of emotions. I am scared, happy, exhilarated, questioning, confused at times, nervous, and hopeful!!! I am hopeful about these changes, and want to be healthier and happier with myself.

And this sums it ALLLLLL UP!!!!!

http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5217/5539876211_c6672403b7.jpg

Jacob loves Steffani!!!!!!

 

Kira by Elie Saab

Erin wants this dress:
http://photofile.ru/users/camomilepink/3758715/86205861/
#785

HUH???

 

Jacob

Jacob is getting to be at "that age" if you know what I mean. He is throwing his head back, tensing his whole body, and screaming. We have had some really good SuperNanny moments, where I have clearly (!!) done the right thing, and he has responded really well to the 2 timeouts that he has had.

I am listening to my iTunes music that I downloaded from the Russian music website, and it is AWESOME!!!!! I am so happy to have that option to download from there. NO trojans, or worms, or fucked up songs, or songs that you download that turn out to be something TOTALLY different!! SOOOO HAPPYYYYY...

Ray - My laptop

I have a new man in my life. His name is Ray. He is my laptop!!! Adam got a new laptop from his new lab. 'Course he will have to give it back in a year and a half...unless he still works in that lab.

I am really hoping he can get a job in Portland (Oregon that is...)

But, back to Ray, Adam should know that I am not giving him back, unless we need to buy a new laptop, and then......MAYBE, only for the upgrade. teehee