Week 29

WOW! I have to say I am kind of afraid of week 30. It means that the countdown becomes a bit more real, and this is REALLYFUCKINGSCARY!!!!

I have been feeling pretty good. My bladder is getting squished, and I am now peeing between 3 and 4 times every night. But I am able to go back to sleep pretty fast, unless the baby is competing in the Unbeatable Banzuke (which is now my favorite show...BTW). And let me tell you, he is a fierce competitor when he gets going.

But for the most part, the pregnancy is going well, I am content to be pregnant, enjoying the feelings, and feel pretty good. My sciatic has not flared up in several weeks, and that is lovely. My lower back pains are not very frequent, maybe twice a week. I don't have a ton of energy, but still need to get those DAMN iron pills.

Hang on, I have to call the vet.

Niner has a low thyroid, and I need to get him pills for that. He also needs to take a baby aspirin twice a day, along with glucosamine chondroitin, and omega 3 fatty acids pills. My LITTLE FUZZY MANNNNNNN!

So, Sam's here I come. Better get them in bulk right?? Well, the iron pills I guess I don't need in bulk...Cus I don't know whether I need them after the babay (and yes I spelled it like that on purpose...) is born or not.

I am now going to see my OB every two weeks, which feels really frequent. Seems like I was just there, and I was about 10 days ago.

Okay, back to Niner, pills are 18.15 for a 90 day supply, which is good, and they will need to retest his thyroid level in 1 month. And we will go from there.

Now back to me. I am eating hummus for lunch. Yummy.

Oh, and my baby shower is this weekend. I am excited and a bit nervous. Nervous because that this also means that it will happen soon. Birth that is.... I still get these WTF???? moments when I can't believe I am going to be a parent, a MOM raising a CHILD!!! I get them often. AND it's effing scary! But there is no turning back now. I sometimes have the fear of what if I don't like the boy? Like what if he is a HUGE fan of Nascar and country music? Or what if we just don't get along? Of course I won't know this until WAY later, and have alot to go thru before those days....but that doesn't mean I dont get scared.

I want Adam to be by my side at the shower, not walking around taking photos, and videotaping. I need to be able to hold his hand, and whisper silly questions in his ear. I need to be able to feel his energy pass through his skin into mine!! This is making tear up some...

I don't mind being the center of attention, but everyone will be looking at me, and talking about how big I'm getting (even though it's a good 'big'), and it's just kinda awkward.

Erin called from Israel last night. She was drunk, and it was 2am there. She started falling asleep on the phone and still talking, dreaming I guess, and when I asked her "what did you say?" she asked me"what", and I said 'no, what did YOU say?" and she didn't know because she had fallen asleep. She was cracking me up!! She would tell Adam all the cool places she had been and things she did, and she would tell me about the drinking! haha Of course Adam knew to ask her "have you been here, there..." and I didn't know those places. But it was still pretty dang funny.

OH, it's raining. We may loose power! haha The building seems to loose power often when it rains. I really wouldn't mind because then I could go home. Of course, I wouldn't get paid....

Better go, and get something done here just in case we do loose power.