Mid 25th week

Things are moving fast! I keep having these whelming feelings that we are going to be parents. We are going to have to instill values and morals into a fresh new human being. We are going to have to teach by example, and offer opportunities, and give advice, and repromand...A CHILD!! This will have bearing on the rest of his life! OMG!!!

And I worry a bit about labor. More than that, I worry that it will happen so fast there won't be time for the DRUGS I have been looking forward to for the last 6 months. I don't want to give birth, like Keita, in the backseat of the car. Of course I don't have to worry about my 2 year old watching and listening from the front seat, like she did. I would be cursing like a freaking sailor, if I were giving birth in the back seat of a car...OFF THE TOLLWAY!!! After having my hubby write a check to the tollbooth lady, who was so insensitive to let them pass without paying the FORTY CENTS or so. Wow! What an ordeal.

Anyways, my boss Elliot and I got into a really bad argument yesterday. He is not very intelligent, and really doesn't get the fact that I am a very fast learner, fast paced, and way out of his league as far as brains go. Not being mean....just honest. I have run multi-million dollar businesses! And his one man show, and his attitude..ARE KILLING ME!!! He treats me like I am 3, yells at me all the time, and for this I am making SHIT money! I am not sure I will come back after the baby is born. I am just not sure. I realize I am hormonal and kooky. But I really try to not get upset with him until he has gone way over the top, with either yelling, or belittling, or condescending... I KNOW HOW TO SPELL BILL!!! B-I-L-L, he said to me 3 times one day. I almost walked out!

ARGH!

Oh well. I am going home now! See ya!